The Day after

Tomorrow will be my day after - I know it will be, because I am so distraught today - that forever more I will remember tomorrow as the day after - Liz left for college - Bob with her, but not until they had some car troubles, a huge computer issue, the AC in our house died, and they left hours later than they had planned.
No sooner were they out of the house - never mind out of the city - before Joe called Evangeline to tell her that he had gone for his first day of work - after 50 applications, at least 10 - 15 interviews, and one other job offered and then withdrawn - only to be told that he could not have the job because he couldn't type 50 words a minute. HE has NOTHING - and at this point we are all wondering if God is even around.
Evangeline - with no money - has taken Wesley and gone down there. I came home - and her car was gone, and the crib mattress is out of the crib - and so I know they are gone. And I am so scared - scared that God has really left us - scared that life will never be normal again - scared that I will drink myself to death - and that there will be no day after..............