It is Thursday evening. Bob got home yesterday afternoon, and I went to see the counselor for my first visit last night. It is an interesting thing, being trained as a counselor, being a veteran counselee, and going to start a new counseling relationship. There are expectations of what that experience should be, and then there is the reality of the experience. Well, I am not sure that this is the long term forever counselor that will be with me through my crisis of a life. She was okay - but I would have handled me differently. Perhaps I should enlist a good friend, or even a perfect stranger for that matter, who I can give a scripted manuscript to - and they could play the role, as I would write it...........now there is a way to save $$$ and direct the whole thing exactly the way I think it should go............
Can you tell that I am feeling somewhat less fragile and am a little further away from the emotional edge?
I need to be held to this resolution - I WILL connect - in PERSON with at least one old friend - this month - ooops - not August - but September.........................
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your resolve is good and I am one who loves to connect... with you especially. don't give up...you are on the right path! hugs and prayers
I did it - I personally called Ruthi
And then - Victoria called me - and we talked and talked - WOW what a tall drink of cold refreshing water that was !!!
Hey Jan,
I would love to hear from you. I think of you and Bob and the girls all the time.
New phone 407-616-4462
new e-mail Inthegarden628@yahoo.com
work's the same Julia@thegathering.org
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